In my last post I was venting which was a tremendous help for me as it helped relieve some of the hurt and pain that was bottled up inside me. Thanks for reading.

I have some wonderful news but first I must account for some of the details concerning my Mothers stroke.

GOOD NEWS:

From my understanding what happened from her having the stroke was some memory loss, speech impediment and the ability to read and write. There was no paralysis, vision or hearing loss. She is starting therapy to learn to read again on Monday 8-31-09. What is awesome she has started on her own reading words like Walmart and words on signs, billboards and TV before the therapy has even started. Mom can also sign her name. Isn’t that wonderful! The Lord has blessed and has been watching over her. I know this and must let this be known to all!

I have decided to continue with pursuing my dream on making it with internet marketing in undoubtedly the toughest niche to crack which is making money online. I know but what can I say that’s my passion.

With that said start watching for more updates and reviews on products I think will benefit you. I have also decided to dedicate myself to helping as much as I can with time, resources, and money to people who have suffered from the results of having a stroke. I have several avenues I would like to pursue but I’ll have more on that later as I need to evaluate them. Any ideas suggestions or help along those lines would be very much appreciated.

In closing I would like to say Thank You for reading this it has been much needed therapy!

Smiley

I have some very sad news today. This is very hard for me to even
write this because I hurt so bad. But I have to vent and I hope all
of you will understand. My Mother had a stroke Sunday and I just
found out about it yesterday Wednesday afternoon.

My whole world came crashing down on me yesterday and my dream of
being a successful internet marketer has been shattered. The whole
reason for my making it on the internet was to give Mom anything and
everything she could ever want or need in her final years.

I have failed all I’ve managed to do is go deeper in debt and work a
full time job adding on two part time jobs. The money I know that can
be made as an online marketer has never happened for me.

Over the past several years I’ve made several thousand dollars with
affiliate sales and some of my own products. But I can’t honestly say
that there has been even 1 successful launch like many of the everyday
folks claim making $15,000 in 48 hours and bank statements showing
$48,500 in profits in one month and the like.

It’s been almost 5 years I’ve worked very hard trying to make a comfortable
living online. I don’t want to be a guru and make millions or even a
million isn’t necessary. Several hundred thousand dollars of profit
a year and to help others would be okay with me.

I’m sorry for bothering all of you with my pain. But I feel much
better after venting and if nothing else this has been good therapy
for me! THANK YOU!!

Over the next several days I’ll be taking some time to decide if I will
continue with internet marketing which has been a passion for me until
now. At this point as I feel today somehow the passion and drive is no
longer there.

Mom I love you with all my heart you have been my world your son
Billy!!!!!

Billy “Smiley” Webb
support@smileywebb.net